第一次在女孩版po文 心情有些複雜所以文章內容有點不知所云還請見諒
今天得知和自己一樣有紅斑性狼瘡的姑姑在昨天去世了……
過去每一週都聽到她的病情越來越惡化 不斷的在加護病房與普通病房轉來轉去 姑姑還說
過她從來沒有這麼痛苦過 很想死什麼的……
雖然病情沒有姑姑嚴重 最近指數也越來越好看 但聽到這樣消息還是會有“我之後也會這
樣嗎”的恐懼感
唉
一種心理上小小的寄託與希望終究還是被奪去的感覺
最後想跟姑姑說 走了是一種解脫 若有下輩子 希望妳能活一個健康的人生
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