[心情] 序。
想必是沒有什麼悲傷的事,所以日子過得有點不真實,日曆一張張地被撕去,回
憶一點點地浮上心頭。
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我都有在觀察你,因為我是如此地在乎你,我吃減肥藥只怕你將來嫌我胖拋棄我
,就算副作用是降低性慾,我的小腹看起來比較小了吧?我看到你卻還是硬了起
來。你今天好主動,我趁你去洗澡的時候偷吞了一顆威,我真的好怕失去你,我
可以管你嗎?我好怕你被別人把走,一定有人在追你。
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我和他嚴格來說算是朋友,但會有人和自己的朋友上床嗎?但我們是上床之後才
變成朋友的,之後就一直是。每次他找到新獵物總是會開一個趴,然後總是要我
去。他從不會向任何人表明他的新目標是誰,但我卻總是知道。在一雙雙美麗卻
又冷漠的眼睛中,每次,都會有雙不死心的眼睛,像是被月色遺忘般的漆黑,看
著我。我僅用眼角餘光捕捉,卻總是被巧妙閃躲。我漫不經心地啜飲海灘,他親
手調的,他總喜歡幫我加顆櫻桃,笑說他就是那樣甜死人不償命。這次他看中的
男人全身放發出一種荒野的味道,猜不出混哪的,濃厚的麝香味讓我皺眉,眼光
還是沒對上。男人身旁坐著一位少女,輕輕巧巧的感覺,讓我想起小雛菊之類的
花兒,不引人注目,但總是讓那最嬌艷的幾朵花無法忽視。今夜他/他/她看上
了誰?想得分神之際,卻只剩下落單的小雛菊,我直盯著她的流蘇耳環,隨風飄
搖。
你在看些什麼呢?月色照不到的地方。孔雀藍深V領是屬於你的性感,你奇異的
美讓人不安。女孩妳在不安些什麼呢?喝下這杯讓自己舒坦點些。你想著他吧?
不,他想著那同妳一道來的男人。來,你也喝一杯,反正也只剩我們倆了。女孩
啊,寂寞往往是屬於一個人的。是啊,屬於我。
女孩把我喚醒,在她和她那個男人的床上,她說不知道是第幾個,但她說如果我
願意我可以永遠留下。不行的,我留下的話妳就永遠寂寞了。但總比再換一個新
的好,說真的,我對不起你,就為了那我自私的愛。我搖搖頭,男人起身抱住我
,既溫暖卻也很野蠻,我親吻他唇角剛冒出的鬍渣,我親吻女孩纖細無力的手,
他快來接我了,我知道的。
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