約九點半起床,想說去跟爸爸和哥哥打聲招呼好了
我媽還要我去看外面的烤地瓜,我看到時覺得阿..這就是淡淡的幸福吧
結果道我爸跟我哥工作的地方道了聲早餐,我爸就用很恐怖的表情跟語氣說
「妳很過分耶」「妳很過分耶」(台語)
聽到瞬間淚崩,我知道我爸氣我沒主動去幫忙工作
但你可以叫我去阿 不要不叫我去,然後又說我很過分
我一直有很重罪惡感,就是我出生這個家給你們添很多麻煩
如果你沒生我,妳就不需要花錢養我了
這種深深的罪惡感...甚至覺得為有死才能讓家裡解脫
雖然我沒有自殺慾望,但我真的覺得只有死才能回報這家裡了。
可惡 淚水停不下來
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